Three Months

It's so hard to believe that it's been over three months already.  I sit here and every once in a while I "hear" you cry.  I sometime think of how fast you would be growing and what you would be doing this month.  It's so surreal.  I know that I won't be able to truly see you here but, instead, have to wait until I am with you as well as God Almighty and Jesus.  I've never wanted to go home more than I do since you've left.  hoever, I realize that the Lord knows that your brothers and sister as well as daddy need me as where you don't.  I know one thing for sure, you're made me strive to be a better wife, mother, and Christian.  I am so thankful for the short time that I had with you.  You will always be a part of our little family and who knows maybe that little family will turn into a big family.  Everyone here loves you so much.  Not that you didn't already know that.