Friday, December 11, 2009

I MISS YOU!!!!

I just wanted to post that Thanksgiving was such a wonderful and sad day all wrapped into one.  It was wonderful because I have three children that are healthy and one child in Heaven waiting on me.  It was sad because you were there Lydia.  I know you was in my heart but I just WANT so badly to smell your baby hair and hear you cry.  Your baby hat finally lost you scent.  I just miss you so terribly.  I can't believe that in 18 days it will be six months.  Right about now on June 29th was when you entered Heaven.  I love you but I'm getting really upset.  You know my thoughts and my heart.  Please, help mommy to be strong.  We love and miss you.