What would it be like if you were here?

I can't help but often wonder what it would be like if God had plans for you to be here with daddy, mommy, your two brothers, and sister.  I know that I would be so happy and thanful.  Every though his plans for you were different I still am so thankful for the short time that I was able to hold and kiss you.  I am also thankful for the security I have with where you are and that we WILL be reunited.  Sometimes it just doesn't make sense. You were so healthy and nothing ever showed up.  I just have to keep telling myself that it was all the good Lord's will.  I'm just doing my best to try to raise your brothers and sister right.  So that we may ALL be reunited in Heaven one glorious day.